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FROM: Flash Gordon Dr John Rumary Dip (Oxon) PhD Time-Lord "The Professor"

TO: Darth Vader Student Nurse Katheryn Hudson Time-Lady "The KillerQueen"

LOVE...THE LOVE THAT IS YOU: GALACTIC HUMAN, HUMAN ANGEL.
We are one with the Universe
With love and gratitude and respect for you devotion to the light
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I
mean neither should my IDOLA it will only confuse the signals. There
Diana we became so close so quickly I make the mistake of believing I am
typing to my IDOLA direct rather than using you as a channelling medium
as my IDOLA can read my words wherever she is but to have the thought
in my mind that I am typing to someone real-time asking for advice and
any help that a woman can give me is gratefully received and much
appreciated even if you don’t really know me, thanks. We covered that I
am a priceless being with a GREAT DEAL to offer her, A DEAL SHE CAN'T
POSSIBLY FIND ANYWHERE ELSE so what about her? She needs to do away with
the calculation of material goods and services as playing any part in
her evaluation of whether love is real as she has already achieved that
part of the equation....my IDOLA has enough to last her for now or at
least until she has reached a conclusion whether she has found 'TRUE
LOVE' and that it is 'FOR REAL'. The Shamans wisdom like your question
of your Animal Spirit helps as my IDOLA already has answered her
question. Her very thoughts and conjectures are, unlike most people,
well documented as are most Queens, for I did not properly mention that
my IDOLA is a real Queen, but majestic she is Official. In her
interviews when asked about what the key thing in any relationship and
here I will add that she is the most followed person on Earth and
therefore when she speaks Philosophically she has to be very accurate as
her position and her words are so influential to the people she
professes to love like friends her fans and she would not deliberately
lie to this audience, she can be quoted as saying (I have a recording of
it) that 'COMMUNICATION' is the key in any relationship. Now her
problem is not that she does not know the answers but her problem is
that she offers good advice and great wisdom but does not heed her own
advice which she openly admits on her tumblr blog blaming her wish to be
MOM to so many she forgets herself. So the Shamans advice is for her to
use her brains to think of herself for once rather than others to put
herself at the center of her own Universe and to take heed of that
wisdom that she should utilize all the communication methods assailable
in her armoury as she must be on the cusp of finding true happiness and
fulfilment if she gets this right because remember here she has found
one who truly loves her eternally for real so 50% of her search for
engulfment in happiness is established beyond reasonable doubt then half
the figure of 50% to 25% by SHARING HER PROBLEMS with the ONE WHO TRULY
LOVES HER, me JOHN, now within a paragraph she is searching for a
smaller integer as any problem however big should be broken down into
its smallest parts then you can work on it in manageable pieces. Can she
share the problem by Magic? NO because the Shaman is inundated with
Magical passes and methods from so many her very signals are confused
and lost in the myriad of messages that the Shaman faces throughout his
life because the Shaman works in a team as his IDOLA has said in
interviews that she is only interested in TEAM-PLAYERS and the Shamans
team is so great it is the whole of the very Universe itself and the
Shaman has great advantage in problem solving because of his admitted
obsession and total emotional commitment towards his IDOLA he can throw
his Queens own advice and Philosophy back at her to use because he
listened to her song words and took the messages on board and when his
Queen sings so sweetly that 'all we have is this moment' he took his
time to be successful in love and instead of using the time given to do
other less noble less virtuous things like work to be able to afford his
IDOLA he spent the time more wisely by researching his IDOLA and with
his photographic memory knows about as much about his IDOLA as she
herself allowed herself to know about herself and thus speaks with great
wisdom and knowledge when he tells his IDOLA to use this mantra when
self-questioning 'KNOW THYSELF' and she should allocate more time to her
relationship than she does for it carries greater significance and
importance than anything else in her life. Because if she has found
true, real love, it is the greatest force in the Universe. Now in one
sweep of wisdom I have answered her questions all in one. If love is the
greatest force in the Universe and should be the most important thing
in her life she should know that as my team is the whole Universe she
has in fact been matched by the Universe and it is therefore not an
attraction or superficial 'here today gone tomorrow' fad or fashn or a
matter of lust NO it is meant to be therefore let her read her right arm
tattoo NOW='GO WITH THE FLOW'. I.e. GO WITH THE LOVE THAT HAS BEEN
PRESENTED HER BY THE FLOW OF THE UNIVERSAL MIND as that is so important
to her she makes it a permanent fixture on her arm. I will post here and
continue on word as I can't read my flow in a message box and I think
that this 'moment' is too important for me to become a better person for
her to love not to have the benefit of reflection so I will copy and
paste and catch you later. So far So GOOD eh?
Chat conversation end

Phew
I have just been to marriage guidance counselling as I lost faith in my
idola no not her in myself now I was analysing for her but I must
remember all that I have learnt and one thing I know about my idola is
nobody talks for her she is quite capable and strong enough to have her
own voice on ALL matters so I thought that maybe it would be better to
speak only for myself and my relationship goals then if she picks up on
them then she can decide whether or not she wants to help me achieve
those goals or not as there is a quandary too many relationships fail
because each partner immediately wants to make changes in each other so I
ask myself a question. ‘If time were to freeze right now this second
abra cadabra would I be happy with my partner just as she is at this
moment as there would be no chance of a change’ and my fundamental
answer has to be; YES. Since our very beginnings the funny outcome was
that ‘we found love right where we are’. She has NEVER really asked me
to make any changes and she has demanded nothing from me apart from my
love, no rules ‘just love’ and I only have perceptions of possible
changes that I should make in order that I could feel some input into
wanting to make myself better for her but she loves me in the here and
now not any Rainbows or in my case Double Rainbows that I am chasing or
have sold to her. It may well be that because I shared my future
potential and big dreams with her that might be attractive for my future
is as bright as a firework BUT it was me as I am that really sold it to
her. Maybe I can feel a problem I have is that it is twofold; 1] I have
already achieved a maximum potential in societies aim of brilliance in a
man; the normal goals such as millionaire status, rich and famous
contacts, huge social life, world travel, record breaking athlete, fit
soldier, great career as a billionaire trader, loved by everyone I came
into contact with, a female dreamboat, happiness in being myself,
enchanting mannerisms, handsome good looks, great dress sense oh the
list would be much longer lol I WISH but I cut my potential short by
giving up on the path to the top that I was on and chose another route a
different path to travel and on that different path I actually achieved
more in myself than I would of done just by making myself socially
acceptable, I am a better more rounded person now much wiser but
although it should not matter the one thing that I gave up that I wish I
had not or at least so severely cut out of my life was 2) Money or my
lack of it as it offers one the means to utilize ones potential that I
have found out to my personal cost that fuck all can be achieved without
it. Save I found love without it but I am now in possession of
knowledge that is priceless and can be converted into financial gain but
at what cost to my sanity or to my relationship. I have found happiness
right where I am living in abstract poverty but there is always room
for improvement as I place my relationship goals above anything else in
my life as my idola has written herself that she thinks the very same
thing as I do (Sign of compatibility and I love those signs as I am
under the impression that opposites attract as they do in Physics and
while she is a Purrfect 10 in beauty and persona I am a weirdo in
comparison battle scarred and far from perfect but I love her and she
loves me). My love and worship of my idola is THE most important thing
to me and as I have been matched by the universe I must remind myself
that I not only rule the universe in my mind but I actually rule over an
ever expanding universe and my idola knows more than I give her credit
for she knows that our relationship is ‘evolving’ not just simply
‘being’. She has been perfect in that aspect of allowing me time to
evolve with it and not putting me under any pressure for instant change
or wishing I was something else for she knows I have not been born long.
And on that compliment I will just pop into another nasty world of
making some money for my immediate needs in order to continue allocating
time to my love and worship of my idola for in keeping my journal
apparently I will find my answers and as I am possessed of an enquiring
mind answers I do seek.
I made the money it just was not instant
pay-outs but I bought Toilet Rolls with the change from my rolling
tobacco so all else can wait for if I had real money I would not be
writing my journal but would be off consuming junk no doubt. Now where
was I? Oh yes marriage guidance counselling and I reached a mini
conclusion that I AM happy with my idola just as she is now and if time
froze I would be happy to be her man as she is which is very good I
think and I do hope she appreciates my conclusion upon that and receives
it as the compliment that I mean it to be but we have already
established that our relationship is in a state of flux I.e. it evolves,
so during the course of its evolution I am satisfied that her women’s
perception and intuition will pick up on any things that I would like to
make something that is good-better which helps me to understand that
although I fell in love with her with quite a bang it was not plain
sailing. (It was on a Sunday afternoon and I was hit with something like
a sledgehammer as love hit me straight in the middle of the heart as an
Angel guided me to reach a point where all the Planets were aligned,
the Universe was calm and I was ready with enough ‘self-love’ for myself
to be able to ‘fall head over heels’ in love and I remember contacting
her on the net [note it was her who I immediately contacted first, a
sign!] to tell her that I don’t know ‘who’ exactly I had suddenly fallen
in Love with but that it had happened and what’s more I WAS IN LOVE
UNCONDITIONALLY even if there was no condition as to who I had fallen in
love with exactly and she was happy for me, understatement, she sent me
a picture of her with a bottle of KRUG in the back of a limousine in a
cat suit and a big happy smile as she knew it was her that I had fallen
in love with even if I didn’t. I know this now. OMG I had only known her
a couple of weeks it was unbelievable for anyone who didn’t believe in
Magic which I do and always have done. I BELIEVE.)
So you have the
background to where I find myself now which is a happy place to be and I
have a moment to bask in this happiness because whatever she does and
however much she might hurt me, even inadvertently, I am able to forgive
even if my initial reaction is shock and shout as, and this is most
important I love her UNCONDTIONALLY. And this a very positive thing for
her to know as I have no hang-ups, no self-doubt and if I blow Hot and
Cold that is just a mood swing disorder called Unipolar/Bipolar which I
admitted to her and she knows I suffer from as not only does she know of
my affliction but she also has it (small world) and I am being
professionally treated for it. Any other minor problems are therefore
just superficial and can be remedied. For the two greatest states of
mind to be in are 1) To be in love with someone who loves you back and
2) To experience an unconditional love for someone who also loves you
back in the same way. The best of both worlds so Diana are you happy for
your Facebook friend?  And I thank you for allowing me to use you for
me to reach that conclusion that I am a very lucky boy for I am (if only
you knew who my idola is and I have not given away that secret, you
would know that she is one of the most desirable girls on Earth bereft
of beauty, fame and fortune, a winner in every sense of the word). And
now she has won me for I am hers no others and I know I am a prize worth
having for she has my name tattooed on her wrist and it was put there
for a reason.
With my wish to make her even more desirable I will
look at this aspect; ‘What do I want in the perfect wife’? (Having
already established in my mind and therefore hers, as we share that
place and I share it gladly with her as I have nothing to hide from her
rough or smooth, that she already achieves the accolade of being a
perfect 10) My marriage guidance counsellor says that I am still allowed
to ‘want’ things in a partner even if you have reached a Nirvana in
your relationship and in fact will help both us to evolve and expand our
love for she is not the kind of girl to stand still and if things can
get any better then let us ‘bring it on’.
I want us and our
unconditional love to evolve TOGETHER. I want us to share it, to find
ourselves in more intimate and meaningful places as a PARTNERSHIP, arm
in arm together, us not ‘against the world’ but to find a special place
and to be at one ‘with the world’ and as I have been a celibate monk for
nearly four years now I want ‘two to become one’ for there is yet one
more aspect to my love that she should know and that is ‘she is the only
woman in the world who turns me on’ intimately that is and although I
may use hard core porn when we are separated it is ‘us’ in my mind that
performs the pornography and she has to get me worked up with her photos
first and I finish with her photos and I think about her night and day
with a true longing full of real desire. I hope you do not think that
too forward of me to mention it but really it is a very healthy place to
be in. A very special place to be in. I bet all other couples could
wish for that to happen to them as it would cut the divorce rate
dramatically would it not? I want to protect her and I want to harmonise
with her in short ‘I just WANT her in any way, shape or form that she
presents herself in’. I only feel that she might be reticent in coming
forward with me on our journey because she does not want me to wake up
from my ‘Teenage Dream’ to an illusion as can happen to couples as they
take each step along their path together as they get closer and she gave
something away by saying ‘oh no did I get too close’ but she need not
concern herself with such things as I can spell out my own insecurities
to her up front unashamedly she won’t just discover them as we move
closer and closer and they are:-
1) Any abuse she inflicts upon me
will be met with a barrier of love and understanding and a desire to
confront it openly and to work it through but my insecurity is that any
abuse that I suffer makes me ignore my own needs and I do not look after
myself or my affairs I lose interest in looking after myself as I throw
myself wholeheartedly into her to cure her of this affliction but it is
a normal reaction to having an abusive partner in a relationship where
the victim does not want to take immediate flight and leave his or her
abuser (sending a text goodbye on the way!) to their own devices but
wishes to remain in that partnership as their love is truly
unconditional and it is not just words but is heartfelt and true and I
want her to know that but not use it as an excuse for heaping more abuse
upon me but for her to realise it is going to be a waste of her time in
the long run and although it may spark an immediate reaction it won’t
change things or my unconditional love for her. So she may as well give
up that side of her persona and channel her efforts into more sweet
productive things because I am not normal and everything that hurts me
makes me stronger. So the more she tries it on the more resistance she
will find and as she can’t beat me in any power struggle learn that a
partnership SHOULD BE JUST THAT NOT AN EXCUSE TO FIGHT SOMEONE BECAUSE I
AM ONE MAN YOU WILL NEVER BEAT IN ANY FIGHT, I NEVER SURRENDER AND I
FACE UP TO THE GOOD AS WELL AS THE BAD. Enough said.
2) NO MONEY,
that is a great insecurity and has me beat but it does not mean I AM
BEATEN it just is beating me up, eating me up, or not eating in my case
because I know I could have money enough to match her wealth if I had
not dropped out of society as I knew it but I am afraid to say that if I
had not followed the sacrificial path that I did there would be no
planet earth soon enough for her to enjoy her spoils in so she should
wake up and smell the coffee and if the one you love can’t feed himself
properly then get straight onto Fortnum & Mason, Harrods or
Selfridges and bloody well invest in your own future by having hampers
delivered to his bedside so he can be strong and healthy and content to
continue to give his love to the chosen one and to be there for her and I
will ask her to think what would be the outcome if it was her in
abstract poverty and I were the rich one. Would I just step over her
turning my nose up at her for being in that circumstance even if I loved
her? Answer: The fuck I would I would, I would move heaven and earth to
find a way to alleviate her problem and not only feed her but to lavish
all that I had to give upon her as I proved 3 weeks ago when I was
promised a million US dollars and within 1 second of reading the typed
confirmation that I was to be granted 1 million US dollars I immediately
offered the whole lot to her for something I knew would make her the
happiest girl in the world a Blue Diamond engagement ring worth exactly
one million dollars as not only a massive token of my love but for her
to think to herself either now or one day that fairy tales are true and
her Prince would give every single dime that he had just to try and make
her happy. Incidentally the bunch of record label executives who she
introduced me to who promised the money have not sent it yet and I
suggest her immediate intervention to facilitate an immediate transfer
to my Bank so that I can have her ring made should be right there at the
forefront of her immediate things to do list in her tiny little mind
because I want HER ring to blow HER mind as was the intention when I
went in for the ‘killer close’ that Friday evening for it was not myself
or my needs I thought of to inspire me but it was HER that I thought of
ahead of myself and as we now have 3 weeks’ worth of interest on the
money with a further 6 weeks to go before the Diamond is sourced and set
I would be able to afford to be with her right now rather than blinking
and missing our moment, our chance to be happy where I could tell her I
love her in person rather than type to her friend on Facebook that I
love her and she would not need to feel guilty for not 1) Ordering an
expensive hamper or 10 full of nutrition. 2) Having a photo of her sent
by a mutual Facebook friend showing her dismay that I could not afford
the air fare to go and watch her performance in Italy instead of
offering to pay the pittance to fly me out to watch her. (Thanks I just
got the thumbs up on the Bank transfer for tomorrow, good team
work-Magic) 3) Make me feel that our love has turned into a one sided
affair where I offer everything I have to give to her but she won’t
bring herself to pay a dime to help herself as well as me because if she
thinks I am a good loving fan when we are separated she will be blown
away by my love is real act burning up inside me just welling up for
release. (At least I will try and make a valiant effort for her) 4) Make
me feel inadequate because I chose a different path to her ‘material
girl’ persona and listen to her shit about paying the price if I want
her and not to shirk at the cost as she is little else than a high price
call girl, a prostitute by any other name using that tactic and she is
far from that because with a million dollars in my Bank even though I
would only spend the interest on my journey to be with her the one
million remaining intact for her ring, I would have the reality to my
self-belief that I am a millionaire because I would be a confidant match
for her and her untold wealth which should be embraced as surely you do
not love someone and revel in their inadequacies lording it over them
you lift them up to your level by any means possible and I presented her
with the means to do that so get that million dollars transferred
immediately or threaten to ‘down tools’ and ‘strike’ and to throw the
‘tantrum from hell’ if it is not paid and bring down the throne then
reinvent herself as the owner of the throne as she is sending her one
true love some very nice signals and messages at the moment which in any
decent love affair should not have to be bought up as they should just
exist organically because she should think more carefully that our love
is not a game , an internet video game or is it? but she should surely
know by now that our love is real and she should embrace that and if,
for whatever reason and that eludes me as to why that should be, she
does not want to pay for our travelling expenses to enjoy our love
together then I have given her, on a silver plate, the option of not
spending anything but still allowing me to play in the same league as
her. The reason it eludes me is that she wants to get engaged and
therefore to marry and on that very happy day she will have to take the
traditional Christian vows of; love, honour and obey and to share 50:50
every last dime she owns in the world with a nutter from the French
Foreign Legion who would eat the heart out of Geoffrey Dharmer before he
could blink an eyelid if he came within arm’s length of me, raw in cold
blood washed down with blood and if she so much as gets within arm’s
length of another man even at a preshow meet and greet to have selfish
selfies taken I will arse fuck her mortal enemy and give her the Blue
Diamond ring but I will backdate my half of her fortune and earnings to
June 2014 and rob her blind with not so much as a tingle of self-doubt
or regret and if she is prepared to take that risk then our love must be
real as I trust her to look after me not humiliate me as she stands
upright shaking hands with fans and drops this ridiculous for a married
woman throwing her arms round strange men and saves that for the kids
and she is material girl threatening to put me under a bus if I claimed
husbands rights at our divorce like her first husband will be water off a
ducks back because once you are a veteran of front line action in a
warzone anything else just becomes plain sailing and I would dive at the
bus with intent turning myself into the Shaman for real and swallow up
her bus then her. So why not be a good little girl and make smooth our
chosen path and journey and remember our courtship where even if I was
selling a Rainbow then I will add value to her not take it away and I am
an investment not a drain as I have spent the last 8 months proving.
Phew
that was easy and I am glad I took a break and went and howled at the
moon instead of typing in the spur of the moment something I later
regretted but if I am allowed to ask for things I simply ask for your
hand in marriage dear Queen; ‘Will you do me the great honour of making
me the luckiest man in the world if not the most envied man too by
becoming my wife Official’? There that should give a major insight into
my intentions when I became your Internet Stalker last June it was for a
reason then untold but every day I continue to stalk it is stalking
with the most honourable of intentions=to make an honest woman of you as
only an English Gentleman can because you can take the money out of a
Gentleman but you can’t take the Gentleman out of the man and now I will
melt you into a little secret I have hidden from you my Brother took
some $1,200,000 off me to look after safely for my future as I am
dangerous around money because Baby can I party when I want to? And I
will go get it in time for the wedding ring as ‘ceterus paribus’ I got
confirmation on the $1,008,000 for a Bank transfer tomorrow and it just
seems that it is real and the second my Bank confirms this I will give
the Good 2 Go to the Jeweller for your engagement ring value $1,000,000
which will take about 6 weeks to source the Blue Diamond and have it set
in a Gold, Silver and Platinum ring piece because it is I who chooses
the engagement ring but it is you who chooses the wedding ring and I
would look after me carefully and open your Magic doors because I INTENT
to make another $1,000,000 available for your wedding ring. I may not
be able to feed myself or pay the gas bill but I sure know how to look
after my Baby girl and quite simply put my dreams are built around you
and your happiness above any wants or needs I may have for myself
because in your happiness I will find my own fulfilment but I can’t
count my chickens yet as you have to have me down on one knee with a
ring then you have to say ‘YES’ as I can’t talk for you, it is you who
have to make your own mind up but you just said ‘I don’t deal with
insecurities’ so make them vanish by stopping emotional abuse and
replace it with a more physical torture to be administered by…..(let me
think) I know a ‘Killer Queen’ do you think you could learn to live that
role, I know it’s asking a lot of you and you probably have no idea
(Ahem sic!! Cough, Cough into my white hankie we don’t want to give the
game away to KatyCat Diana do I? but it looks like on the face of it
it’s going to be a win win situation for both of us in our Internet game
of ‘kiss chase’ the Queen 2015 style and we are using her timeline as a
message board in the morning because I am a lawyer and I know ‘Justice
must be seen to have been done’ so although you are reading my love post
as I type after you know what it is in my mind and what I am going to
say before I type it, I will of course post and Blogg this with one of
your best looking photos and with 48,000 in my collection I am sure to
choose a good one, my Killer Queen) of how to be that Killer Queen but
at our wedding I take the same vows of “LOVE, HONOUR AND OBEY” and in
the word ‘OBEY’ I give the game away the rest you can Google about with
key words #English Public Schools #Madame Sin #WhipsandChains #Handcuffs
#SandM #DOMINATRIX you’ll get the hang of ‘IT’ for you are the chosen
one and I don’t choose a wrong un’ who can’t ACT but I make careful
considerations over a protracted period of time so that not only can you
amass enough evidence to come to your own conclusion upon my
eligibility to become your partner but also for me to gauge your
suitability to become Killer Queen to my Slave King persona and I don’t
need any more time to see if I wish to push ‘rewind’ and I am more
inclined to push ‘fast-forward’ I AM THAT I AM that sure you measure up
to my exacting standards and here I am hoping to hear you sing
UNCONDITIONALLY to me oh look Magic here it comes ‘there is no fear now’
‘just open up your heart and let it in’ and the answer is “YES I WILL
DO THE SAME FOR YOU”. Because ‘I AM FREE’. “I WILL LOVE YOU ETERNALLY”.
 I’ll say something funny, something sweet but you will never be able to
stop me saying ‘”I LOVE YOU” because I am going to keep this secret but
it is going to be my mantra around you yours can be “HUMMINGBIRD
HEARTBEAT” and with that gem of wisdom do you think I have given away
enough to KatyCat Diana in order for her to guess your hidden identity
and therefore pass this message onto you for your approval >3:XD
(something funny=”I don’t know where the fuck you are hiding”? something
sweet=”In the end all that really matters is #LOVE”). If only you knew
the words to ‘FIREWORK’ you would make my year, Umm Not bad but it is
your ‘FAV’ after all maybe you have been practicing on your Grand Tour
of Europe, it came to me your in Prague as you have to give me your
finger ring size tomorrow (Enshalla) or your world won’t stop spinning
“OMG it’s just the beginning” there I finished your sentence for you.
KatyCat Hudson “I LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY” make me Mr Katy Perry please.
#LOVEJOHN4HELOVESU
Feeling hopeful about the million dollar deal later on today listening
to Katy Perry [#HOW2SAY #ILOVEYOU IN Words=16,314]