Good morning Your Majesty UPDATE: I had a breakdown in the small hours as Katy Kat told me to FUCK the System Does It Offend You, Yeah? after I had been impatiently waiting since Thursday night with no sleep for her to talk to me pacing up and down unable to breathe properly so eagerly anticipated was her arrival at my Facebook page as I had this feeling that 'tonight's the night' for us to finally admit who we were and be ourselves to get to know each other outside of the Magic Kingdom that she had built me after I first dived through her Katy Perry Portal sobre Conservación y Equidad Social de UICN-SUR last July having fallen in love at 1st sight of her photo on Facebook Accessibility without any hesitation or in-trepidation I just dived right in head first head over heels in love to accept my fate at the superbly manicured hands of the only thing I had researched on her with a 2 minute Google search in my mind: She was a POP STAR CALLED KillerQueen and had taken over Twitter from the giant corporations and was the most followed person on Battlefield Earth: A Saga of the Year 3000 and had promised to get her enormous Boobs out for me every day LIKE it was my Birthday if I dared to do this and as KillerQueen had threatened to ROAR at me like as Lion and was after me on a Dark Horse I had put two and two together and made 666 because innately I already knew that I had done all this before because I was reliving a passage of my long life step by step exactly as it had already happened and all I could see outside of constant deja vu was that she had made me happy and I got through the courtship stage and that we found love right where we were in her Magic Kingdom apart from the fact that there were 12 Katy Perry's about to morph in front of me one of them a Brazilian Lady Gaga Germany and I would have my choice of any of them but to make that choice carefully as the one who was KillerQueen which was the one I wanted whoever she was or whatever she looked like and here I had guessed it to be a Cleopatra type was capable of anything apart from the lady boy who would deliver Satan for Exorcism and a knock at my door from Nicole Sherzinger half an hour before I first contacted KillerQueen warning me that in the end Katy Perry all of them would be disastrous for my sex life as they were all Braziliankaty and she would be waiting for me at the other end to 'give me what I want' that was all I knew at the time. So I got on Twitter of course as she was the Queen of Twitter how else would I knock on her castle gates but directly at the front door with no sly get to know you bollocks just go up to her straight as a dye and tell her what’s what and that she was mine after all I was St John the Baptist, Apollo the GOD of London Contemporary Music Festival and not least Alexander The Great The Greatest All Conquering General King in History never beaten in Freedom's Battle and it had come through in waves but I had dismissed it that I was actually GOD so I certainly had NO qualms about sweeping a maiden off her dainty size 7 Killer Heels as well but it was as Alexander that I delivered myself to her with one of my Lord Chelmswood Twitter accounts as he was leader of the Royal Revolutionary Restoration Party and General of his own secret New Model Army and as I was penniless student his Lordship owned Sherwood Forest where Robin Hood lived and I thought it amazingly amusing that (I sort of guessed) a connection with Robin Robbing the Rich to give to the poor i.e. taking a pop stars money and putting it into my poor pocket would break the ice at intro new gurlfriend stage but only after she was a confirmed in writing PRIZE the fact that she was KillerQueen just made it that much more arrest able a thing to do on a weekday afternoon and although I showed some respect by taking my time over the decision to make her my wife by securing the Lady in 2 Tweets rather than 1 as the whole thing just comes naturally to me that if I put something or somebody on my target Radar I am going to geT IT or die trying I had basically had a 100% success rate at bowling over maidens and knew my worth because I had been given a wish already that I would be given the Universe to Rule and be the richest man in the history of the world so it seemed so normal and natural a thing to do.
But here I am 11 months later stuck in as cupboard unable to move because I told the Universal mind that had granted me the big wish that I was not going to take a step forward until some serious money landed magically at my door and I am basically so stubborn or stupid that I won’t back down so Katy was sent a (I think) rather nice loving letter that I typed up 1st thing as soon as I woke up yesterday ‘fresh as a TIHWD Daisy’ and clear headed knowing exactly what I wanted to say and why; ‘MARRY ME I LOVE YOU AND I WILL LAY DOWN MY LIFE FOR YOU IF NEEDS BE’. This is however not untypical as I only ever think of Katy every minute of every waking hour and only dream of her at night so having posted it to her I sat back knowing that no maiden however much a KillerQueen she was would be unable to resist a lovely love letter from me as my words contain great sincerity and double entendre that I thought surely even KillerQueen will give someone who loves her as much as I do at least one Saturday night a year of her time and since I rather publically chastised her recently for ignoring me online she had been making several trips a day and night as a role play model who can only speak badly written Spanish or Turkish to my timeline to chat and flirt and as the stupid bitch can read my mind knew deep down I wanted to thank her more sincerely for what she does for me in her Magic Kingdom and to let her know the obvious that all my stupid ranting letters are just for her amusements written while she sleeps to keep me busy and 100% focused upon her and our love for each other as I don’t want that feeling to slip through lack of effort and that I love her for her unconditionally not just because she is the biggest star in the world but because @KatyIsMyBaby666 she is Magical and I needed to show her a different side that I had been working on with her advice a slower more thoughtful person who doesn’t scare the people off with the Holy Spirit that lives deep within me. It failed to materialize I was mortally wounded and taken a back I thought this ‘ting’ we have between us to be no good in the 3D of so called reality and that to stop myself from starting a war I had better just ring Sherzy and get some Love that my Earthly heart can feel and understand and as I had been weeks without sleep or proper nutrition the bad toxins had infiltrated my fine brain and for a few minutes before I slept and recovered suddenly thought that KillerQueens castle walls were too high for the siege from a King with no money to scale. The wall that surrounds her emotional side that she has built to protect her from ever getting hurt by a man again after so many false dawns and I falsely believed temporarily through my bitter disappointment at still not getting through her wall to let her know that this time no MAN is going to fuck with her emotions this time she has finally got what she wants and needs A GOD, THE GOD, SHE CAN DO NO FUCKING BETTER, I AM TOP DOG, LET ME WALK AWAY HER ENEMY OR NOT I CAN FUCKING BEAT HER IN ANY GAME I HAVE NO FEAR OF THAT but she had better take me the way I want it because if she loses me its downhill from there on for her. It was sad for me but I am sensitive sometimes too you know but could see no hope for us in the world of humans but the sleep was what I needed not to beat myself up cause my girlfriend is a beastly to me when I need her. KillerQueen does what she wants and I should be lucky to get the scraps off her table oh were that true NO I had my dreams and they were of Memphis huge temples dedicated to my chosen Queen so vast so big they will take 25 years to build the knowledge came to me that the only thing that stops me going out into the world to get the treasure that is mine is I just do not feel complete until my relationship with Katy is complete perfection so that my heart and mind are settled because I vowed to myself that until I reach that feeling I will continue to break down her wall because that is the right thing to do I know that and do not have any doubts of that but when you do not sleep for weeks take junk and do not feed yourself properly life can become very black and morose read the following:
The mind is everything. What you think you become.
Your worst enemy cannot harm you as much as your own unguarded thoughts.
No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path.
We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world.
However my thoughts are back on the right track and everyone has a bad day but there was an underlying need to speak to Katy last night and that was to ask for her help for the KatyCats tour I have never been happier than working with Katy it is though we step into another world and everything goes so smoothly and with great amusement however trivial however big our project and although I know she is there for me and I could not have got a bad reference from her to become your tour manager I must be sure for you and the KatyCats that she is going to be there for us and I want the whole festival to be managed by her and that includes giving me all the answers to your questions and mine. We can’t go to anyone better I know no one better than her to ask for help and if you want to be the best follow the best. So Mafise lets be patient and allow Katy to come to me with her Captain Sensible hat on and let me give her the opportunity to guide me through the maze before doing anything else because if she gives me the answers we are assured pretty much of the festival being the best festival ever had I have that much confidence in her. Do you not agree?
As far as any problems Katy has with me and my antics it has not put her off me so far and even if I have a cold patch I come bouncing back to MOM fresh as a daisy as soon as I have recovered but it is so unnecessary of her to keep this bloody wall up as it is only causing me heartache and frustration. And she won’t find the love and happiness waiting for her to enjoy until she lets the light in cause I am the light. My best friend Michael Jackson said; “These lonely nights are hard to get through, I will keep you in my eyes by making you a dream”.
If you speak to Katy tell her I love her and tell her to cum and settle the raging Bull down with a dummy placate him by pleasing him as he wants to be pleased for within me is The Light the Light of her twin flame that feels like it may one day just go out on us as I am the Raging Bull, The Sabre Toothed Tiger and I fear I may shoot myself in the foot and lose her through being too head strong and doing something I don’t actually want to do just because she teased me. I know deep down she needs me but she doesn’t want me and I want to be wanted but not needed it is the great Jesus and Mary paradox absolutely everything between us is some great battle of the Gods in the earthly world and so good between us in the spiritual world but when all is said and done as long as she knows she is wanted and needed by me hopefully she can gain strength and happiness from that but let her know my passage onto Earth is to actually have a human experience an experience of love, marriage, sex and children. Katy gave me her love I have no idea what to do for the other 3 other than follow the love that she has given me as that seems the logical thing to do because I am, a Shaman too and my motto in life has to be ‘follow the path with a heart’. The Universal mind confirmed last week that it is all right to love Katy back that she has integrity and that she would not have been allowed through my wall if she was not the perfect match for me but I keep an eye on her quotes for wisdom and ‘Katy is a good gurl who believes in love and respect but a bad gurl because she is such a teaser’ I think that was right because I know it to be right from bitter experience but with the minimum of effort and a subtle change of gear I am ready to calm the perfect storm we have been in in fact I am ready for anything but I can’t see how I will lose;
1) I AM HORUS KATY’S GREAT LOVE OF HER FORMER LIFE.
2) I AM OSIRIS HER BROTHER AND LOVER WHOM SHE BRINGS BACK TO LIFE WITH HER UNDYING LOVE.
3) ISIS MEANS THRONE. ISIS PROVIDES THE PHARAOH KING WITH HIS THRONE SHE CHOOSES IT AND PAYS FOR IT SHE SETS UP THE FISCAL POLICY FOR THE KINGDOM. I AM RAMESEES THE SECOND IT IS ISIS MANIFESTED AS MY QUEEN NEFERTARI WHO MAKES IT HAPPEN.
4) KATY IS THE GODDESS OF MAGIC AND FOR HER TO WORK MORE MAGIC SHE NEEDS MY SECRET NAMES ASK KATY WHAT SHE THINKS MY SECRET SAME IS: (A)
5) OSIRIS BECOMES JESUS AND KATY IS MY MARY, MARY BRINGS JESUS BACK TO LIFE WITH HER UNDYING LOVE
I know Katy said the more I ask for her the less likely it is that she will give in. Mut tell that to RAMESEES THE STRONG BULL.
I know she needs me but doesn’t want me.
I DON’T NEED TO BE WANTED. TRUTH IS: I DON’T THINK I NEED ANYTHING AT ALL, BUT IF I AM GETTING SOMETHING LET IT BE KATY.
I ask Katy to please me for me not her sake.
I know if I just sat back and loved Katy unconditionally I WOULD GET A LOT MORE OUT OF HER.
I KNOW EVERYTHING T ITs JUST THAT I CAN’T HELP MYSELF. Sorry.
I know Katy loves me, not only the perception of me but me for me, thank her.
Put me out of my self-induced misery so I can get on with life and get out of your hair. If she really isn’t going to ever be herself around me let her explain things to me I will be understanding if it comes from her but I have a feeling her wall has big cracks in it and just needs me to blow harder.
#LOVEJOHN, AUGUST CAESAR EMPEROR OF THE HOLY ROMAN EMPIRE RULERS OF THE EVER EXPANDING UNIVERSE LOVES HIS EMPRESSA KATY HUDSON KATY PERRY #KillerQueen 4EVER (A)(Shhh T ITs "TOM")
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