Hiya
just a brief goodbye as I got your message on one of what I think is
your facebook accounts anyway a photo of you and John Mayer with the
headlines that your back together again-I must admit I thought it was a
Katy Cat other not you if this is you but that would appear to end us
completely so oh well better to have loved and lost than never to have
loved at all. I wish I could reminisce over our happy times together but
they did not ever exist. I am of course in floods of teargas and always
kept alive the hope that one day you would be something other than a
Ghost to me but I have never 100% convinced myself that this was ever
going well. So I suppose I just say good bye do I no explanation from
you or anything just that is it. I have been treated like a complete
cunt all the way through and I just kept forgiving telling myself it
will come good in the end. Well it has not has it-for me anyway. We
never got the chance to make friends you spoilt every minute of the last
7 months for me and as for what you put my heart through words cannot
do justice only a bullet from an FRF1 Snipers Rifle through the heart
would have been nicer at least I would be put out of my misery in a
milli second but you managed prolonged agony over a protracted period of
time. I feel like #KillerQueen
has tortured me but in a way I did not wish for. So if that was your
intention well done 1st class job as I have a very sensitive side to me
which you played up to and attacked. Over the recent past I have been
driven insanely out of my mind by AN other and have reacted badly to it
as it was just the final few nails in my Sarcophagus anyway as you were
hell on Earth if only I could say to myself I enjoyed some of it but I
really can't I just cannot look back and see where anything was ever
right I only kept going because the Universal mind said we were matched
for the reasons you know too well. I thought you were my Egyptian Queen
my Mary Magdalene and your set up was all too perfect was it not. Every
little detail I was going to need for the future had already been
miraculously done for me my open door sure was a good one but you have
slammed it in my face just as I was about to actually walk through it.
But I cannot see why you went to such trouble apart from the fact that
it sold loads of records and filled venue halls so you did not lose out
only me for believing in you. I am sorry I was not right for you and I
will be there for you if you need me anytime of day or night as
throughout it all I never ever actually stopped loving you even though
backbeat the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out so
bye bye oh do actually listen and read this you owe me that much my
love was unconditional after all you were the one that was gonna save me
I was there Knebworth when OASIS smashed the record for most amount of
fans at one live venue my Jaguar full of singers and my nephew who was
not allowed to go unless an adult took him singing his heart out and I
was also moved by this record I referred the writers brother who sang it
one of my Facebook friends to you but live at Knebworth did it more
justice than it will on your computer speakers http://youtu.be/SLZ7uzFIMoY
— feeling in love with Perry Katy.
just a brief goodbye as I got your message on one of what I think is
your facebook accounts anyway a photo of you and John Mayer with the
headlines that your back together again-I must admit I thought it was a
Katy Cat other not you if this is you but that would appear to end us
completely so oh well better to have loved and lost than never to have
loved at all. I wish I could reminisce over our happy times together but
they did not ever exist. I am of course in floods of teargas and always
kept alive the hope that one day you would be something other than a
Ghost to me but I have never 100% convinced myself that this was ever
going well. So I suppose I just say good bye do I no explanation from
you or anything just that is it. I have been treated like a complete
cunt all the way through and I just kept forgiving telling myself it
will come good in the end. Well it has not has it-for me anyway. We
never got the chance to make friends you spoilt every minute of the last
7 months for me and as for what you put my heart through words cannot
do justice only a bullet from an FRF1 Snipers Rifle through the heart
would have been nicer at least I would be put out of my misery in a
milli second but you managed prolonged agony over a protracted period of
time. I feel like #KillerQueen
has tortured me but in a way I did not wish for. So if that was your
intention well done 1st class job as I have a very sensitive side to me
which you played up to and attacked. Over the recent past I have been
driven insanely out of my mind by AN other and have reacted badly to it
as it was just the final few nails in my Sarcophagus anyway as you were
hell on Earth if only I could say to myself I enjoyed some of it but I
really can't I just cannot look back and see where anything was ever
right I only kept going because the Universal mind said we were matched
for the reasons you know too well. I thought you were my Egyptian Queen
my Mary Magdalene and your set up was all too perfect was it not. Every
little detail I was going to need for the future had already been
miraculously done for me my open door sure was a good one but you have
slammed it in my face just as I was about to actually walk through it.
But I cannot see why you went to such trouble apart from the fact that
it sold loads of records and filled venue halls so you did not lose out
only me for believing in you. I am sorry I was not right for you and I
will be there for you if you need me anytime of day or night as
throughout it all I never ever actually stopped loving you even though
backbeat the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out so
bye bye oh do actually listen and read this you owe me that much my
love was unconditional after all you were the one that was gonna save me
I was there Knebworth when OASIS smashed the record for most amount of
fans at one live venue my Jaguar full of singers and my nephew who was
not allowed to go unless an adult took him singing his heart out and I
was also moved by this record I referred the writers brother who sang it
one of my Facebook friends to you but live at Knebworth did it more
justice than it will on your computer speakers http://youtu.be/SLZ7uzFIMoY
— feeling in love with Perry Katy.
Lyrics to the song "Wonderwall" by Oasis. Twitter: http://twitter.com/elizabeth094
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